I'm so confused

I've lost my mind

Pulled out all my hair

Drained my eyes of their tears

What is this in me?


I despise my never-ending situation

When will it stop?

When can I leave?

Too much has gone on

I'm so confused


Why me?
Why this place?

Why this time?

My heart is broken

I'm so confused


I can't eat

I can't sleep

There's too much to think about

All I can muster is to listen

and pour out my soul in sweet saltiness.