laugh too loudly,
chase your ensuing silence with a
shot of straight vodka.
make a face, giggle,
don't look him in the eye.
later, hacking smoke through your
cry by yourself on the bathroom floor.
cause you inhaled him,
drained him dry,
folded him into you and
ate him alive.
he gave you his smile and his number,
(but you'll -never- call him back.)