Never Mother

I keep my doors closed,

Because I don't want you inside them

I will never listen,

Because I learned a long time ago that it's not worth it

I deny you because you denied me

Locked up forever, my heart will be.

The tears at night

Drip from my cheeks

As the reality strikes me,

How can this be?

I'm dead inside

Because of what you've made me,

I'm striking a deal,

And my fate will be sealed.

You're nothing to me,

Why are you blind?

Can't you see?

This isn't how it's supposed to be.

You're dead to me,

Gone in the dust,

Forever you'll be,

My Never Mother.