I made a choice against my will,
And now I sit here and wonder,
If it was right to give in so easily,
If it was right to just surrender.
Now is everything going to fail?
That's something only time will tell.
I will just have to wait and see
How it ultimately turns out for me.
As far as the present is concerned,
I'm happy, I'm free from stress.
I could get away from negativity
And also a lot of my own darkness.
I miss it, a bit too much sometimes,
But I know everything is a trade off.
In the long run, this is the right thing,
Someday I'd look back at it and scoff.
So right now, I'll have faith in my fate.
Only time will tell, I will have to wait…