I'm missing you so much my little buddy.
Miss your hundred poses that I used to study.
Miss how you'd tilt your head, just like your mom.
I never would have guessed you'd face such a storm.
Sorry I couldn't do a thing to ease your pain.
That distant look in your eyes causes aching in my vein.
I miss you so much my dear little friend.
I'm so sorry I couldn't be there for you till the very end.
Wish I could take you in my arms and cuddle!
Together we were gonna cross all kinds of hurdles.
But now your paw is no longer in my hand.
Why did God do this to us? I don't understand!
Wish you'd once again sneak into my room.
The house is so empty, so silent, like it just faced doom.
I've cried a lot already but it is just not enough.
Sorry I can't save you buddy, you were being so tough.
Buddy, I love you so much, you're so far away!
You can't imagine how much I miss you today!
I wish there was a way to get you back!
Without you everything I see just seems plain black!
I never thought I would see this day.
Buddy I hate how you're just going away.
I wanna run my fingers again through your fur!
I hope you're resting in peace, wherever you are.
Right now I don't even know how to deal with this.
Goodbye my little buddy, you'll always be missed.
A/N: My three month old kitten is dying of cancer. Somebody just needs to find a cure for that disease already, it hurts so bad!