Just a short little poem, reflecting on a year of mine tainted with darkness. Written August 2011.
Inside jokes, best friends.
Rumors, lies, how it ends.
A friendship lost, an enemy gained.
Loneliness, silence, months of pain.
Unanswered questions better left unsaid.
Guilt, denial, "it's all in your head".
A flicker of hope, extinguished once more.
Happiness shows me my way to the door.
A broken soul, a fractured heart.
I never imagined we'd be torn apart.
A chance at love, shot down forever.
This rapport repaired? Not now, not ever.
Take away one lesson from this, if you must:
Never rely on the ones you "trust".