I think I'm off the stuff for good. I asked the shrink; she said I should try a slightly lower dose and then we will see how it goes. Well, it went fine. Alrighty then. We went and lowered it again until the dosage was too small to have any effect at all. And I still have my shitty days, but hey, those happened anyways. We still have fights- we always did, even when I was just a kid- but all she has is lies and pride and I've got logic on my side.
So thanks to all who lent an ear or tried to help. It seemed sincere and I'm real grateful to you all and now I'm back and on the ball so enough of this mopey prose! Time for a new theme.