(Nat's POV)

"Nnnn" I stretched, my fingers tips touching the empty side of my bed. I sat up slowly yawning. "Shit, what a headache…" I groaned and laid back down. I looked around my room, feeling a little off. Maybe it was because I was hung-over. I attempted to get up slowly again. "Man…this room is a mess. What the hell did I do yesterday?" I got off the bed and went in the washroom. Brushed my teeth and showered. Walking back to my room I started cleaning.

uh
they heard you living life like a star
your making money, living life on the... road
and everybody knows who you are
open mikes turn into sold out shows
and everything is different
cuz life changed in a blink of an eye
and everything is gorgeous
this all came and took me by surprise

I stopped to stare at the emptiness of my bed. Some how I felt empty too. I looked over and saw the two empty bottles of alcohol. Now I know I couldn't have drank those to bottles by myself. "Shit…" But who was where with me? I laid down on my bed rolling around and rubbing my hands all over the bed. "Mmmm, so comfy!" Suddenly I had felt something wet. Sitting up quickly I smelt my fingers.

and you never know, where this road will take ya
left to right, its gonna shake ya
up and down, round and round
and change you all
because your living life like
a big shot, you the man, number 1 at the top
life change welcome to the life you never had at all

Haha, I got lucky yesterday tonight. I smiled to myself. Subconsciously I bent down to smell the empty side of my bed. I recognize this scent. Sniffing again random flash backs came back to me. Both our naked bodies hitting the bed and rubbing against each other.

from the tdot, down to the coast of costa rica
... introducing the good life august glad to meet ya, feel ya
this may not last forever..
but im glad that were together unhuh
and i love my girl but music is that shit
so i guess for now we'll put up with that distance
the oceans apart will never change perception of who you are to me
and baby all of the lights and camera action
im experienced in all my way to get it where im headed is just a show ohh
understand that you are with me girl in every step and every where i go

*Flash Back*

"Babes, just sit back and relax. You don't have to do anything, just feel me."

*End Flash Back*

*Flash Back*

"Don't worry little cousin, -hic- I will show you a good time…Try not to wake my parents okay? Walls are thin."

*End Flash Back*

*Flash Back*

"Ahhh. Nnnnn"

"Shhh, don't want to wake anyone up remember?"

*End Flash Back*

and you never know, where this road will take ya
left to right, its gonna shake ya
up and down, round and round
and change you all
because your living life like
a big shot, you the man, number 1 at the top
life change welcome to the life you never had at all

"Oh …My…God!" I sat up quickly jumping off my bed, my hands flying to cover my mouth. Did I rape her? Looking around I ran all over the place searching for my phone. Shit where is it, I have to apologize. I tripped over one of the empty bottles and landed on the floor. Taking the opportunity I looked under my bed. "Gotcha ya' son of a bitch!" Grabbing it I quickly dialled her number.

Living with no stress is with feelings to just hold breathe

and imma kid G shocking, just looking at these Rolexes

surrounded by the city life hand around the streets good or hard out right the fact that this the life he's never seen before

across the world

so proud, fans love him no doubt..

show up to the venue and its looking like its sold out

JFK, LAX, AUS,

no pit stops, luey love, gucci dreams

I'm living like a big shot

"Heyy!"

"Oh Aya, I'm glad you picked up! Look!"

"You've reached Aya, sorry I cannot answer your call at this moment."

"Shit…"

"But please, leave your name and number and I will be sure to get back to you."

*Beep*

"H-hey Aya, It's Nat. Umm, need to talk. I just wanted to apologize for yesterday, it was wrong of me to take advantage of you like that. And I regret it. I'm sorry. But call me back when you get this." Sighing deeply I hung up the phone. I felt empty, like something wasn't right. I got up from the floor and crawled on my bed inhaling her sent. Mmm, she smell's so good.

your living life just like a big shot
you the man, number 1 at the top
life change welcome to the life you never had at all
big shot
you the man, number 1 at the top
life change welcome to the life you never had at all

I bared my face in the pillow trying to remember everything from yesterday. I know that, as drunk as I was. Everything felt right, felt like we belonged. She probably hates me now, and never wants to see me again. How can I hurt her like that? The person that I…. "love…" I mumbled turning my head to breathe in some fresh air.

and you never know, where this road will take ya
left to right, its gonna shake ya
up and down, round and round
and change you all
because your living life like
a big shot, you the man, number 1 at the top
life change welcome to the life you never had at all

(Aya's POV)

Hanging up the phone after listening to her message I broke down crying. "She regrets it?" I have to hear that from her herself. Making a mad dash from my friends house I ran all the way back to her house. Storming into her house and crashing into her room. She jumped up off her bed surprised. She looked at me slightly confused. I don't want to loose her. I breathed in a staggered breath and wiped the tears from my face. "Please! Tell me you don't regret this! I… please…. I love you. Don't regret this. I know we are cousins but I've loved you for so long!" I took a step towards her. She sat down slowly, placed her hands in her lap and stared at them. I ran towards her and fell in front of her needs taking her hands in mine. "Please…yesterday was the most amazing night of my existence.