Tears streak down my cheeks
The hollow words echoing in my ears
I just wanted to forget
Be invisible
Have the ground shallow me whole
But I walk round in circles
Knowing that sooner or later
Always sooner
That I'll mess up
I always do it
Like I'm on auto-pilot
I try to say those 3 words
Let you know how sorry I am
You nod, you've heard it before
But I mean this time
I promise it won't happen again
Those lies coming from me
Like an old comfort blanket
The terrible sins of my lips
Betraying those emerald eyes of mine
It's all too much for you
The last straw
Was it really so hard to love me?
I lose you
I can't look at myself in the eye
Break the mirrors
Destroy the monster
Block out the pain
Listen to songs sing my pain
Drink through to an empty bottle
I tried so hard to fight
To claw you back
Maybe in the next lifeā¦
Things could be different
I try to change
Look past my flaws
But I can never replace you
I look to the stars
To see you
My beautiful mistake