-Losing Reality Part 3-
Weeks turned to months as it pains me to say,
You still avoid me, you turn the other way.
I wish things could go back and the stay the same.
I had everything to lose but more to gain.
It was a gamble made, a chance I took,
A big mistake after seeing that one look.
It was too late to take back what I said.
Your bewildered eyes caused me a sense of dread.
It wasn't how this was supposed to end,
Why'd you turn your back, why couldn't we be friends?
So you went on without a single word,
Leaving us to be permanently awkward.
What did I expect you to say? What did I want?
I wanted anything but your silent taunts.
I'm okay now but thanks for asking,
So much for friendships lasting.
I need to stop trusting people like you,
Stop thinking you'd actually like me too.