Thursday August 25, 2011

I hate how I'm still breathing

I hate how I'm still caring

I'm growing up too fast

You're forcing me to age at a fast rate

You're forcing me into your shoes

You're breaking me

And I'm still breathing

And though the thought of leaving this word makes me breathless

It's all I ever wanted

It's all I'll need

Just for once to stop breathing

Holding my breathe

Pain flares in my chest

And you force me to breath

Force me into this fake I've become

Force me to move on though my chest is ripped in pain

From the gaping hole

The hole that is bleeding me dry

The hole that we made together

The hole where I drove the blade into

The hole that once held my heart

I'm heartless


But still

I'm still fucking breathing