To merely hear his name uttered

To pass him in the hall,

To even see his initials

Brings me unbearable pain.

And when our eyes even lock for a second,

It sends me back all those years

To that day.

But your presence makes me shudder

And to hear your name makes me flinch.

It fills me with so many feelings,

That drive me insane.

I wish I could tell you,

I wish I could do something.

But these feelings won't go away.

So I call our your name,

And I look for you in the hall,

And I draw your initials everywhere I go,

So I will never forget that day,

And this unbearable pain.