Of course I still expect your presence
Whenever I enter the field.
I often wonder what I'm doing
Above the rest of them.
I'm not going to ask the stars for you,
But I will ask you in person.
I'm not handling this alone.
No one can tell me I am.
I've barely stayed on without a rail,
But maybe you would work better than one.
I need you because you know when it's not okay,
No matter what I tell you.
I need you because you're the only one who's been there,
Who knows exactly what I need.
I won't stop, but I'd never ask you to come back.
Being here is bad for one's health.
But you know why I seem desperate.
Of course I still expect to see you.
Of course I still need to see you.