I always wished you would see me,
I hoped I wouldn't disappear,
As time went on I stopped feeling fear.

I felt safe when you looked at me,
I was scared when you weren't there,
I thought you didn't care.

You started skipping classes,
I really wished you would not,
I didn't want your brain to rot.

Then one day I saw you,
With a guy I had no recognition,
I didn't realize he would be my competition.

I always wished you would see me,
I hoped I wouldn't disappear,
But as time went on I realized you were queer.