You tell me that I have committed a blunder.

How much more do I have to lose? I wonder.

You remind me of all the things that I have left to do.

But I will not surrender tonight, especially not to you.


You're trying to make me feel

Like I'm the one responsible for

Everything that's gone wrong.

You make me want to eat till

I'm choking hard on my food

But tonight I'm staying strong.


You make me feel like I've

Lost everything that I ever had.

You make me want to but till

My skin starts to bleed real bad.

You make me feel like I'm

None of the things I think I am.

But I will not surrender tonight,

I won't even give a damn.


You can say anything that you wanna say.

But I pick being healthy and happy today.

I won't let my own darkness consume me tonight.

I won't crumble under your pressure; I'll put up a fight.

I will not surrender tonight just to make everything alright.

I'm just happy with being happy, at least for tonight…