Always searching
for something that will let me
not deal with this problem

Pills, knives, razors,
anything
just don't make me cry

This is a sign of strength
that even when things get tough
I don't break down, don't give in to tears

If I don't admit it
it's not a problem
nothing is wrong.

Don't make me work through it
Don't make me think about it
I'll just ignore it, it'll go away