I woke up bright and early. I pulled on my bikini and rushed to the water activities as I was just about there I realized I had forgotten a cover up. Some of the teenage guys whistled as I walked over.
Lilly rushed over to me, "Why aren't you wearing a cover up?" Then she smirked and added, "Is it because you want to show off for Connor?"
I blushed realizing that I had an altered motive for forgetting my cover up.
"I knew it," Lilly said as she smiled.
"Hey Lilly!" Noah called as he jogged over to us. "Hi Emma."
"Hi Noah," I replied.
"So Lilly can I talk to you alone for a bit?" He smirked.
I was about to leave when Noah grabbed Lilly's hand and led her into the nearby forest.
I helped the others set up and before we knew it, kids started pouring in and of course Connor showed up, shirtless.
"Hey Em, have you seen Lilly and Noah we need them to help us out," Jake said.
"Yeah I'll go find them," I replied, Jake gave me a smile and then rushed away.
I look over at Connor to see that he was definitely checking me out, I blushed and then walked into the forest to find Lilly and Noah. I walked around the forest that I have become so familiar with over the years. I noticed some movement far away and I walked in that direction, as I got closer I yelled, "Lilly! Noah! We need to guys back to help out!"
Just then I saw two distant figures get up from what looked like off the ground. Then I noticed them picking something up off the ground and putting it on. I immediately shielded my eyes, turned around and walked away. I had no idea those two were so horny!
I rushed back to find Connor waiting for me, "Hey."
He had a very cocky look on his face so I hesitated and then slowly replied, "Hi..."
"Wow you have a great body," He replied.
I blushed and then came back with, "I really should go help out."
"You get that I'm into you right?" He asked.
"I'm not looking for some silly summer fling," I replied.
The look on his face changed to nervous, "Neither am I!"
"Well if you are serious than we should go on a date," I replied.
He smiled, "Ok meet me at the teen room at nine then."
I rushed off to help out with the activities but I couldn't stop thinking about Connor.
When Lilly and Noah finally got back they were panting like they had just gone on a two hour hike and their hair was messed up so mad it looked like they had been attacked by a wild animal!
Lilly walked over to me and I said, "Well you have been gone for a long time."
"I finally lost my virginity!" Lilly whisper-squealed.
"I had a feeling that's what happened," I replied.
"Now it's your turn," Lilly hinted as she moved her head over in Connor direction.
I nervously ran my hand through my hair and then tried to change the subject, "I'm not just going to hook up with him, I want a relationship I even told him that."
"So you're dating then!" Lilly squealed.
"I guess so," I answered.
Today we only did a half day of work before all the kids got tired and went back to their parents. Connor walked his sister home but not before giving me a flirty smile.
When I got home I looked at the calendar for the teen room, July 6th tonight it was open till midnight because it's a Friday! And even better Jake is the supervisor tonight because he has tricked the adults into thinking that because he is eighteen now that he is a mature responsible adult, I can't believe they fell for it!
Mom made dinner and we ate outside on the picnic table.
"So how was work?" Dad asked.
"Good, I was so happy today was a half day," I replied.
"So any plans for tonight?" Stella asked.
"Yeah I'm going to the teen room at eight," I answered.
"Can I come!" Stella asked excitedly.
"No!" I argued.
"Why not I'm a teen now!" Stella argued back.
"Yes Emma, why can't Stella join you?" Mom asked.
"Because I have plans," I replied.
"Well now Stella is joining you," Dad said.
"Fine just bring one of your friends with you," I told Stella, she nodded.
After dinner I rushed to the computer in mine and Stella's room, we have to share a computer so I made sure to get there before she did. I logged onto Facebook to chat with some of my friends who live far away. I have met a lot of people who have come for the summer. One of which I try to forget about.
It was about a year ago, I was fifteen and I was always feeling left out because I have never had a boyfriend and all of my other friends have. It started out as a very lonely summer, all of July passed by with me just going for walks or spending time on the computer. It wasn't until August when things got more exciting. My parents were sick and tired of me mopping around all the time so they forced me to go to the teen room that night. I put on a mini skirt, a halter top that showed off my belly button and some flip flops. I pulled a jacket on to cover up my clothes. As soon as I got to the teen room,( that I had snuck out to many times during the school year) I noticed tons of new people there including one boy who caught my attention. As soon as he noticed me looking at him he walked over.
"Isn't it a little warm to be wearing a coat," he asked as I was in deep awe of his glimmering green eyes.
I giggled and then took off my coat, I could feel his eyes as he checked me out.
"So how old are you?" He asked.
"I'm fifteen what about you?" I asked.
"I'm seventeen," He replied then he stepped closer to me and brushed my hair away from my face, "You have beautiful brown eyes."
I giggled and blushed.
He then took another step closer so that we were almost touching and looked at my lips, "Wow your lips are so beautiful."
I giggled so hard that I lost my balance, I fell right into his lips. That was my "magical" first kiss.
He kissed me back, sweetly but passionately. We continued kissing for a bit, when we stopped I noticed that my friends had come and they were watching us. He then whispered in my ear, "Would you like to go somewhere a little more private?"
I nodded and he took my hand and led me away, we held hands as we walked and we stopped at a campsite.
"I'm here camping with some of my buddies, they are all out," He smirked and then he led me into the tent.
At that time I was too naive to know what he was thinking or what was about to happen. I thought he liked me and we were just going to talk in the tent and boy was I wrong.
As soon as we got in the tent we started kissing, I tried to take a breath but he took it as an opportunity to stick his tongue in my mouth. It felt weird but I just pretended that it was totally normal to me. He gently pushed me down to the ground and then sat on top of me. We continued kissing and then he gently grabbed my hand and put it in his pants. I freaked out and pulled my hand out after I felt it. He chuckled and then said, "Its ok we can just get right to it."
Being the naive young girl that I was I couldn't understand what he meant, mainly because we don't get taught Sex ED until we are sixteen.
He took off his shirt and kicked off his shoes. I kicked off my shoes because I was getting kind of hot. He then took off my shirt which very much confused me.
He continued to remove both of our clothes until we were naked. I just stared at his naked body not really realizing what was happening until he was inside of me. It hurt badly and I was so confused I had no idea what was going on. But I let it happen and just for the record I never said no or told him to stop so it wasn't rape, he just took advantage of me. After he was done I just lied there. I quickly put on my clothes and then I rushed away. I was so confused and I had no idea what had just happened. But as I was walking home I connected it to my limited knowledge of sex. Then panic even more, did he wear a condom? Am I pregnant? I wanted to run to Lilly and tell her what had happened after all we told each other everything but I was too embarrassed that I have been lying to her about being a virgin for a year now.
I went to the women's clinic and thankfully I wasn't pregnant and everything was normal with me. I went home and tried to forget that it happened but it still haunts me. All I kept thinking is how stupid I am, losing my virginity to a guy that I didn't even know his name.
But of course a few weeks ago he tracked me down on Facebook and sent me a message. I asked him if he wore a condom and he said yes then he worried that I was pregnant and I said no and I told him to leave me alone.
I'm so happy that he hasn't showed up at camp so far this summer but I still have the feeling that he is just going to appear behind me or something, yeah I know it's silly.
Apparently time had slipped away from me and Stella was tapping me on my shoulder asking if I was ready to go yet. I quickly got changed then told her I was ready, we sat goodbye to our parents and then left.
A little while ago I decided to educate Stella on sex a little bit so that she isn't as naive as I was. Because if some guy ever took advantage of her I would kill him. As soon as he got there I tried to ditch Stella but she kept following me. So I walked over to Lilly.
"Hey Stella, how come you're here?" Lilly asked.
"Because I wanted to come," Stella replied.
"My parents made me bring her," I said.
"Well this isn't the best night for a thirteen year old to be here," Lilly whispered to me.
"Yeah I know but I couldn't tell my parents that there would be tons of people having sex here tonight because they would have shut it down," I whispered back.
"You know I can hear you right?" Stella pointed out.
"Do you mind if Stella hangs out with you tonight?" I asked.
"Sure, Noah and I don't have plans tonight so I'll watch her," Lilly replied.
"I'm not a little kid! I don't need to be babysat!" Stella shirked as I walked away.
I walked over to Connor who was standing in the corner talking to Jake.
" Hey guys!" I greeted.
"Hey Emma, I was just leaving you know got to supervise these kids, later," He said as he walked away laughing at his own joke.
Connor and I uncomfortably laughed.
"Do you want to dance?" Connor asked.
"Sure," I answered with a big smile on my face.
As we danced I could hear Stella and Lilly talking.
"I hope what happened last year doesn't happen again," Stella sighed.
I froze, Connor asked if I was okay but I was preoccupied.
"What do you mean?" Lilly asked.
"Last year when some seventeen year old player had sex with her," Stella answered.
Lilly became furious and I was still frozen, I was going to kill Stella!