My mind keeps replaying every event,
Imagining all possible moments,
But these thoughts only bring me discontent.
And now they are just clouding my judgments.
No matter what I do, I can't forget;
I think about every chance that I missed,
Now my heart is filled with only regret.
But there is a reason this pain exist.
I know now what I could have done better.
I know now that I have become stronger.
So now I will leave myself this letter,
So that I can be my own challenger.
Acknowledge every choice you could have made,
And use it as a lesson you can't trade.