Outside, I'm spinning in circles

Inside, I'm shutting down

Outside, I'm laughing and smiling

While inside I'm crying

I'm shutting down

Compacting within until I'm nothing

I could see a thousand smiling clowns and I still wouldn't feel a thing

It's terrible, horrible, I'm almost bawling Why can't anyone see?

I'm going through a mental breakdown

No one cares. It doesn't matter.

I won't be here for much longer. Then you'll notice.