Outside, I'm spinning in circles
Inside, I'm shutting down
Outside, I'm laughing and smiling
While inside I'm crying
I'm shutting down
Compacting within until I'm nothing
I could see a thousand smiling clowns and I still wouldn't feel a thing
It's terrible, horrible, I'm almost bawling Why can't anyone see?
I'm going through a mental breakdown
No one cares. It doesn't matter.
I won't be here for much longer. Then you'll notice.