I just can't believe it!

There's no way that it's true!

God, I refuse to believe

This is coming from you!

This pain and these questions;

What on earth's going on?

How on earth could you let

Things go this wrong?

These struggles and bruises,

I keep falling down.

God, why would let

My world be up-side-down?

You said that you wanted

What would be best for me.

So tell me, dear God,

Because I just can't see

How the heartache and problems

That have been thrown my way

Could possibly be part

Of your will for me today.

God, I know that I trust you,

And I know you're in control.

Please help me to see

How you'll make this beautiful.

- Ruby Kart