I waited for you just 'cause you told me you'd be back

Drowning in the rain consumed by the shade over my eyes

Lies emerge where the truths fail to converge

When this ends we know you'll do it all again

Do you think I'll wait for you then?

...

Next time don't ask me, you know I can't say no

But now I know there's no limit to the distance you can throw

I lived I life of illusions devoid of elation

So come on you know you want to

Let's shed some blood on the situation

...

Still I have a strange idea this dream can save me from you

That no matter how far I fall you'll always pull me through

Useless and ashamed, innocent and framed

And I've been denying the hatred inside me

Trying to find another way

...

Next time don't ask me, you know I can't say no

But now I know there's no limit to the distance you can throw

I lived I life of illusions devoid of elation

So come on you know you want to

Let's shed some blood on the situation

Your tricks that once fooled me won't make it past me this time

Your fabricated smiles that told me how you lied to me

Useless and ashamed and ruthlessly maimed

And I've been denying the hatred inside me

Trying to find another way

...

Next time don't ask me, you know I can't say no

But now I know there's no limit to the distance you can throw

I lived I life of illusions devoid of elation

So come on you know you want to

Let's shed some blood on the situation

You told me I was useless because you know it'd hurt

You know justice is blind when you're suffocating in dirt

It's only half as good as it gets, no matter how bad it's been

But you don't really care, do you?

You never really did

...

Next time don't ask me, you know I can't say no

But now I know there's no limit to the distance you can throw

I lived I life of illusions devoid of elation

So come on you know you want to

Let's shed some blood on the situation

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A/N I geuss it can be about being used, being protected, the line 'shed some blood on the situation' kind of means knowledge is power, but power isn't always good. That's what I see in it. I haven't written much lately. I've reemerged myself in crochet.