Beyond Feeling

Where am I
Inside I feel pain
When I should feel joy
I'm lost among the emotion
Is it just physical?
Or something beyond

I feel so much
But express so little
A single tear
To show my pain
Is lost

Lonely but not alone
You're holding me
But the comfort
Falls short
Lost to me

Feelings I can't express
I don't know how, perhaps
Love? Anger? Hate?
They do not touch me
Mayhap I am bitter
For the reality that I am alone