Poem based on the mixed emotions I'm feeling about my new school, friends, and life. I used to despise it but after a few events it seems it is sort of starting to get a LITTLE better, slowly. I also used to wish for my old life back, and then this summarizes how I think that would sorta be a solution, but then I come to realize, it might be a LITTLE better, but nothing drastic. Sighs. I feel trapped in my emotions about my life right now.
I thought now I'd have it all,
Never realized how hard a fall,
It I feel like I've screwed my situation more,
Don't know what else is in store.
I thought the future was a distant time away,
But then came the day,
Where I had to say goodbye forever.
I never realized how much I had,
Now realizing that it makes me ,
it's wasn't perfect,
But to trade this life for that,
Would be totally worth I could go back,
I think I would,
But then I think,
Why should I?
They didn't care there either,
They were a bit nicer,
Now everyone's mean,
Annoying and more haters seem to be every-one,
Life no longer is any fu-un.
I wish I could go back,
But then I think again,
If I were to go back,
I would go when?
I hate it now,
more than I hated it then.
I seem like I can't win
I hope that it gets better,
Now then it is,
I can't deal,With all this annoying chiz,
I still wish I was younger,
But I've learned to let time go right now,
All I can do is cry.
I just wish that it gets than it is,