i'm halfway through my first semester in college. i have midterms tomorrow at two in the afternoon.

i have a feeling i'm fucked.

i miss high school and winging it and taking easy classes because i could. i miss my friends that i've known since freshman year and our stupid conversations in the hallways and the cafeteria.

i miss nikki..
his smile
the way he would hold my hand
and his eyes

ohmygod his eyes..

it's like looking straight at a supernova and not blinking.