I keep wishing he had chosen to stay
Not to blend into the night and fade away
Please! Stay! Help me make sense of it all!
For, why do I continue to fall?
Why do I look at you that way…
My heart races at what you say….
At inopportune moments I actually lust after for you
I think about how you kiss me
How you hold me
Sometimes I feel clueless and don't know what to do.
Are you fucking with me? (nervous laugh)
Or are you doing this to have a chance to fuck me?
Am I a blow up doll to you?
Fast and free?
Someone only for you who can be sexy and sweet?
Why do I continue to fall for you?
Maybe it's because
Your voice is calming, and sweet
You have the ability, to quite literally sweep me off my feet.
I relax magically around you
I have a desire to put my trust in you
You have a sadness in you that I can see,
From what I can tell
You keep it close and hide it well
No matter what I do, you get nervous when you share
And all I could do for you is care.
Even when I watched you leave, I hoped you would still be there
Because for a slight moment I saw that you truly did care..