I have been searching deep down in my soul,
Trying to find a reason for each breath.
I have been staring at an endless hole,
Thinking of how not to jump to my death.
I have no reasons to face the endless pit,
Nor do I have reasons to step aside.
There is one force that I will not admit.
This force pushed me away from this divide.
Just like the others, it has come and gone.
So will you throw away my reception?
Or will you be the only exception?
Unlike the other ones you have forgone.
My life did not have purpose or meaning,
So will you stop my tears in the evening?