I'm back. The last chapter was kinda messed up so I've decided to keep writing my journal and take down the last chapter. Enjoy.
So here's the deal. My sister tried to commit suicide, my other sister has gotten a lot better, and I am moving the end of next month.
The only reason she tried to kill herself was because she lost out on dance classes because she couldn't keep her room clean. I mean, who does that? Killing yourself is a major decision. And doing it over something so trivial is just… I mean… really? Seriously? How could someone abandon their entire life just because they lost out on dance classes?
Like I said, my other sister has gotten a lot better. Her temper has flown way south and she is doing a lot more chores then usual without being asked. Not as much as I'd like, but hey, it's a start.
I really don't want to move. My whole life is up here. My friends, my schooling and my family. I really like it here. And I don't want to move to someplace where it's totally different. I would be a little less sad if it weren't in the middle of a semester but it is. With three months left, I have to completely pack up and go. I understand why we're moving but that doesn't mean I'm happy about it. We are really low on money and we're moving in with my grandma. She is kinda crashing and burning too. Both of us are in the hole. So by moving in together, we can cut our expenses in half thereby making a nice clean profit. Where we are now, my dad spends $500 a week on gas just to get back and forth to work. Our rent has been sky jacked as it's geared to income. My dad moved in with us so it's now almost $800 a month non-inclusive. My grand ma is only asking $1000 a month all inclusive and she is much closer to my dad's work. My mom is only part time so she will have to drive back and forth to work but her car is much better on gas and it's only 6 days in two weeks.
I had one glimmer of hope to not start a new school in the middle of a semester but that was killed today when I got the info I needed. I attempted to try to stay at my school via correspondence. For those of you who don't know what that is, it means my teachers from this school e-mail me my was shot down today because apparently my school doesn't offer it. I really don't want to move. But I understand that I have to.
My sister (the suicide one) is staying with my grandparents until the end of June so she can graduate middle school with her friends and so she can stay in the play at her school which I might add she complained about because she didn't get a lead role. I think she is a spoiled daddy's girl. Lately, I've been feeling like she is being favoured. I get all the dirty chores like picking up dog poo and she … well… barely anything. She just hibernates in her room most of the time. Especially my dad. He favours her especially. He punishes me when she ditches her responsibilities. She was supposed to watch the dogs. She hid in her room and I had to clean up the messes they made. She didn't even get grounded. She has become a real bitch lately.
Well, that's all for now. Until next time.
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