The worst part is how few people responded
To my pounding my head and cursing myself.
I want to apologize even more, I'm tired of this.
But I'll go to any limit if nobody else can see.
If the world was designed to be this ignorant way,
It's hardly worth my life on it this weekend.
Before I reach so many times out to the others
And their nonchalantly emotional posts,
I'm trying a little harder to grab the hands and pull them.
Before I give up I may as well run faster.
I have already met my ambition and my "true calling."
This really is the long stretch home for me.
It's just a little longer than everybody else's.