In the barren hallways,
Rejected by your two best friends,
Will you be waiting for me?
I want to make your dreams come true,
And maybe my scribbles'll
Do me a little for your happiness.
How alone am I going to be
Before I meet you in the last hour?
You were joking, I think, but
Here is the ever-present guilt
Of not knowing what to do.
Can you ever forgive me for living?
I'm praying for you to nobody I know,
Closing my eyes against darkness.
Your experience is blinding me,
And mine is pathetic.
It was you I was talking about when
I said someone could complain.
You refuse to grieve. That's why
I want to see your face in a reflection next to me.
I want the space between us to disappear.
Desire? It's human nature.
But please, I'm only joking!
It's a little different from twirling my hair.
Right, I'll be there in the mornings forever,
When we're surrounded by music
And my own loud heart.
This one's for you.