I'm never there when I need to be,
And you know I'm terrible at being there for you.
I wasn't there when you needed me.
If cancer took you over would I know?
Looking out, you'll never see it as it is.
My selfishness is taking over. I am not
The one you should be asking for help.
Leave me and I'd smile through tears
If you finally realized that I'm not who
All of you seem to think I am.
Never come to a well for water
If it will only pull you to the bottom.
I wish I could be who you need me to be.
I can listen but I wish I could talk.
I'll try, but don't count on me.