Mumbling, uncertain,
crying and stumbling.
I can't keep up and all I do
is talk to myself.
In the background, never heard
but for a little pay.

Tripping, vomiting,
spilling something I didn't want
you to hear; correcting myself
and stuttering. Covering
up for what I probably
should leave out.

Droning. Running on.
Rhubarb, rhubarb.
Watermelon, watermelon.
Nobody hears it.

It's what it's supposed to be.
Falling; rhubarb.
Waking; watermelon.

I shouldn't worry.