In this story, Chris relives the life he had with his boyfriend John as a cat after they die and get reincarnated. Chris wonders how many times must they die before they can finally live a long life together.

Why did this happen again?

Why did you save my life again?

I remember when you found me beaten, hurt and alone. Like before when we were human.

Then we fell in love again. Gay cats? Unheard of but me and you did it. I remember our first time. You got me down on my back in the grass. They reminded me of our bed.

Your paws so featherlike, just like your hands used to be.

When you entered me it didn't realy hurt. You were always gentle with me.

"Chris!" You yell in our cat language. "John!" I yell back. I know you don't remember our human life. But I do. And I also know whats coming next.

Crossing the street again. You saw the car when I didn't. You pushed me out the way, saving me again. After you got hit, I brought you to the place where we mated at.

"Please don't die again John. Once is enough." I begged. "No matter how many times I die, atleast I do it protecting you. It was nice meeting you again." you said. Cats can't cry but I did. I cried all those tears that I once cried before for you. "Again? What do you mean? Did you remember?" "I love you Chris."

You left me again. "John don't die, please don't die. but he's gone already, again. How many times must you die, how long must I suffer, for us to finally live together forever?

"I love you too Chris. I've always have and forever will."

Well thats the end. Sorry it's very short. If you want me to make this a separate story let me know. Apple-Cham.