I am Lost~ Dedicated to the four people I've lost this year.

I am Lost. I can't find my way.

It all started with the death of you and hasn't ended yet.

They say the year a girl turns 16 is her best year, but for me it's been a nightmare.

Every time I found out that another loved one was dead, I cried. I cried so much, I didn't want to stop.

But eventually my tears ran out.

I am Lost, I don't know how to react to any of this.

I feel my soul shrinking inside of myself.

I think "These people didn't deserve to die."

I'm told that they are in a better place, but I'm sick of hearing it.

I think about the things that will never fade from my memory.

I am Lost, someone find me. Please.

My grandfather's smoke filled hug.

My great-uncle's humor

Frazier's enthusiasm

My Great-Grandmother's life-She's been through so much.

I can't take much more of this, I'm sinking.

Everyday, I smile and laugh like I don't have a care in the world but I am slowly,

But surely falling, someone save me.

I am getting Lost inside myself