Dedicate to my grandfather.
Not Even Heaven:
You don't know
How much it hurt
To find out that you'd gone.
It was as if
The tears wouldn't come
But they did eventually.
Once the shock wore off
And the truth set in.
It didn't matter when they said
That you were in a better place.
You were gone and heaven
Is far away.
But it hurt the most
To look up at the raining sky
And feel the tears stain my cheeks
Because it was like heaven was crying too.
Now all I have left of you are the memories
That are fading away with time
And one day I may never remember
Anything about you.
Knowing that I can't even begin to describe
How guilty that I feel
Forgetting you over time
When I promised myself I wouldn't.
Sometimes promises are made to be broken
But I just can't bare to break this one.
I'll always love you,