I think I'll live for famous peoples' faces in video
telling me why to be happy,
and the damp basement
keeping me cold and distant from you.
I think I'll become "that kid"
who doesn't believe in change but wants
nothing but for it to happen to him.

Because you said you wouldn't have been with
anyone else, and you can't see me
waiting here to be with you.
Because we were competing
and working together at the same time,
but I saw everything go without reaction
like it's birth mother.

So I'm going to move to the internet,
leave my somewhat normal old life for
nothingness, no love and no grief
but for the faces of people I've never met but
I idolize alone whenever I laugh.

I wonder if I'll miss it or if
this is for the best.