I miss him.

A lotr more than I want to admit.

It's stupid, really.

Because I knew this was how it was going to end.

It would never.

We knew it wasn't going to work.

Why kid ourselves?

Just for a few more moments of deliriousness.

It's stupid, really.

Because we knew what was happening.

It was ending.

But we knew, oh- of course we knew.

Stupidity, idiocy. Thick.

Running. Hands on a pavement, feet in the sky, hands through hair.

Ha, ha, ha.

Completely and utterly absurd, ridiculous,

Ludicrous, crazy

In. Love.