Chapter 6

Nurse Tina, took Megan to Dr. Stewart's office. She opened the door, and Dr. Stewart told Tina to bring Megan into the office. Megan did as she was told , Dr. Stewart told her to sit on the couch, and relax she would be ready for her in a moment. Megan sat down, and held her hands in front of her. Dr. Stewart was signing some papers, she finally got up, and sat in the chair across from her.

"OK Megan we are here, and I want this to be a good day for the both of us. I want to know more about you, and why do you think you ended up here"?

"My Parents hate me basically, I don't think I was ever wanted, and that is the truth"

"Oh is someone feeling sorry for herself, but go on"

"Why bother you obviously think I'm lying to you"

"Megan I don't think anything yet, I'm trying to wrap my head around a young beautiful girl trying to take her life, you have money, and nice clothes, a great home to live in, you are spoiled, and selfish for doing what you did to yourself let alone your parents"

"I know I wanted to hurt them like they hurt me. I feel like I don't belong anywhere, I get bullied at school, and my Parents are so wrapped up in their own lives to care about mine"

"You need to be independent, and realize you have to take care of yourself. Your Parents should listen, but you are probably right they are thinking about themselves, but does that give you a right to kill yourself"?

"No I said I was sorry, I just wanted my pain to end"

"You had pain, you were neglected, and bullied, I think you have something else your hiding"

"No I just want to be happy, but I can't see that happening with the life I have at the moment. I never hurt anyone in my life, why do people hurt me Dr. Stewart answer me that"

"You let them hurt you that is why. A bully gets pleasure watching the person they bully go into a shell, and they keep going after them until they strip the person of every ounce of pride, and dignity, and than they move on to the next person"

"You are suppose to make me feel better not make me want to end it for real"

"Watch your Mouth or I swear you will not like the punishment"

"I don't like this place, I don't like talking to you, I feel like I'm getting bullied all over again"

"I'm telling you the truth, I'm not bullying anyone young lady"

"What can I do to get out of this rotten disgusting place"

"Grow up, and realize the world is not all about you Megan"

Dr. Stewart got up, and grabbed a journal, and a pen, and handed it to Megan.

"You will write in this daily, and each morning I will read what you wrote, and I will know if your writing just to shut me up. I want you to write what your feeling, and what made you turn into the person I'm looking at this moment. I think we could help you here but only if you stop fighting us every step of the way. Megan looked at the journal, and said she understood.

"Nurse Tina will show you around the place, and get you use to the rules, but look at me young lady"

Megan looked at Dr. Stewart, as she said.

"You break any rules you will not have Mommy, and Daddy here to help you. I promise you, I will treat you just like I treat all my patients, don't cross me Megan, you will regret it dearly, and that is a promise"

Megan got up, "Yes Mame"

"Go out, and listen to Nurse Tina, I will see you later". Megan walked out, and Nurse Tina smiled.

"How did it go"?

"OK I guess"

"Let me show you around, it isn't all that bad if you do as your told" Megan followed Tina but she knew she had to focus, and try to get through her time here, she didn't want to know what would happen if she didn't go by the rules.