Tonight I will rest my head
Against my pillow, my mind
Feeling as if it's full of lead.
I will start to get an ache in my side
I will be up all night,
Thinking of the words you said
Trying to think of a way to make it right
I just want everyone to leave me be
I will toss and turn
And stare into the dark, the unseen
But those words will still burn
They will surely leave a mark.
So I tell myself to brace yourself
For it won't be an easy war.
You'll have to do it by yourself.
And stop from walking out that door
Before the real pain starts.