paralysis
ugliness
withdrawing
coldness
awkwardness
emptiness
withdrawing
hatred
rigidness
love

i ask not that you notice me
and also ask alone to be
and i in silence find my calm
and in the void escape the storm
i ask that you would notice him
wishing that you'd notice me
i feel so utterly worthless
but i might hope to find comfort with you
if you've ever felt the same way

He can't think anymore
Let alone begin to speak
Mirror him in violence
Cut your ... and feel it bleed.