I want to believe this is for real,
But I cant help but feel,
This is just another sick and twisted game,
Something new to clear your name,
When I look in the mirror ... the person staring back screams shame!
You look me up and down and think..she's such a shame.
My head spins,
Im so confused now,
Your arms wrapped around me for an embrace,
This feels so wrong so out of place,
I feel tears burn behind dark eyes,
I plead for them to stay in place,
Beg that they wont stream down my face.
I can't let you see...
What your words and actions did to me,
Can't let you in now!
I just can't remember how.
Your smiles are branded into my brain!
I look outside and see the rain...
Maybe...just maybe it will wash away this pain.
The tears start rolling ...
I find I'm still sitting here hoping...
Please dont be just another game.