I feel like the world is tumbling,
And you are the final nail.
Everything is so blurry now,
I can't focus,
Not on the stars or the trees
Or even the words in front of me.
You are slipping away. i know
You are slipping so far from my grasp
But then was I ever really able?
Could I have reached out and took your hand?
Is it all a delusion in my past,
Or an opportunity I dropped,
Something shattering against the floor.
I'm like a child.
So desperate for a blanked, some warth.
A comfort seems so far away.
I'm asked to keep life in mind,
Told how stupidly i'm behaving, how much
I have to live for.
Ask me, Please, ask me.
You know its a ruse,
But you lie to yourself, hide from it.
I need you, I always have
But you are just slipping further away
As rocks from a mountain
Sink further into the abyss of the sea.