and in that stupid picture
we both look so young,
to the me of right now.

and that makes no sense - it's nonsensical, remember that? -
because even back then,
we'd already been through so much.
both of us.
between your brother and my dad and our own silent battles
we'd already been through so much.

even back then. even back then.

two years ago, almost. minus a few months.

it's sort of heartbreaking, i suppose,
that so much has changed
in those two years.

we're so much older, now,
which is so stupid,
because we'd already been through so much.

even back then.