i hate how my life
revolves around you,
evolves around you, i hate
how i idolize you while saying
"he's only a person, a person like
me, he's human, just the same"
and yet, my head won't believe that,
seems to be convinced you're a
god among boys, the greatest thing to
ever occur in my life, even if
you're not even mine, you're
hershershershers, even if,
i can't stop thinking of you, about you,
it's constant and i feel so bad, sad,
and it's moving so fast that i'm
scared, even, i don't know what to
do, it's so unreal, i don't know what to
do.