Doubt

It's hard to forgive

One who's betrayed you

You can't ever forget

How much you trusted them

Can't help but second guess

Everything they ever said

Did he mean it?

Was he lying?

Did he ever really care?

It's hard to give everything

And get less than nothing back

Forgiveness doesn't come easy

It comes at a price

Hurting long after that first

After betrayal conversation

Replaying every word

Trying to find the truth

Double checking

And second guessing

And then

Eventually

(I know it cuts off. I'm not past this point so I'm not sure how it'll turn out.)