I guess I should have known..

The wonders that are blooming aren't my own...

You see the smiles I am faking

You see the pain that is aching

I guess it wasn't enough to keep you around.

Through all of these mistakes,

all of the things I take...

it wasn't enough to not fall down.

You watch as I cry..

Even through your alibi,

and I walk home

alone.

You sit there in silence, while the blade I feel shouts my feelings...

you watch as I break down...

you laugh as I break down...

You wont even be my safety net.

There was something that I was hiding

My bones reveal the violence

to myself, and my failing self, inside...

maybe I should have told you..

Maybe then you would have held on..

Long enough to watch me die

You wouldn't catch me

Wouldn't stop the bleeding...

Wouldn't help me through it all.

You watch as I cry..

Even through your alibi,

and I walk home

alone.

You sit there in silence, while the blade I feel shouts my feelings...

you watch as I break down...

you laugh as I break down...

You wont even be my safety net.

I guess this is it

I will take this knife and slit the rest that's left of me.

No thread to hold on to

Just a whole then I'm all gone

I hope you watch this

I hope you feel this...

You watch as I cry..

Even through your alibi,

and I walk home

alone.

You sit there in silence, while the blade I feel shouts my feelings...

you watch as I break down...

you laugh as I break down...

You wont even be my safety net...

Thank you for reading this song/poem that I wrote. R&R?

God bless you all

Sierra