A small price to pay

For such a ugly heart.

Like a window

you are so clear to me

You say you want to stay..

But I want you to leave..

But I know that if I leave,

I wont make it out alive.

I want to love you again.

I want to care about you.

But its so hard when you wont put down the bottle.

It hard when all you do is scream

The words..

The fists..

Do you know the pain that I go through

I want to escape..
But you are my father and I just want you to love me.

Sorry for the horrible poem /3

God Bless