you keep living
on and on and on and on
and i'm sitting here watching myself
decay in the mirror, for you and it's
all for you, what a pity
i can't see through or around
for the life of me, all these
hazy, foggy feelings
i'm tired but i can't
sleep, dream, think
i want to
fall, fallfallfallen fool
fallen foe, friend, friend of a
foe, are you a villain?
of course not, never, you do
no wrong, no wrong at all
you do
(but you lie, you lie like a
doctor, swearing "do no harm!"
as you tear a little girl's
heart out.)