Waves of pain wash over my cold, crumpled body,
And I find myself wondering where you are –
You told me you would be there to help me.
You told me when I need you, you would never be too far.
You always come to my rescue
Because you only know the end result.
You are my halo, my guardian angel.
Even if I know this is originally all your fault.
You left me the first time and hurt me so bad,
Which means, for this, you are the one to blame.
You made me do what I swore I would never.
It left me so sad, so hurt, and oh so ashamed.
You've saved me more times than I can count
So, yes, for that you are my own little angel.
But now I've come to realize
You hurt me too often, which also makes you my own personal devil.