8.18.11

you've saved me,

more times

than you know,

by doing nothing

more than being,

talking,

listening

to me,

making me believe

i'm worth something

to...

you

are wonderful

nice, caring,

a better person

than i could ever

hope to be.

i miss you.

i wish

you had kissed me,

because i want to kiss you,

but am too much of a coward

to do so.

i can't stop thinking

about you,

so far away.

and i'm stuck here

with no way to hug you,

lean on you,

hear your heartbeat,

or talk to you.

in person,

i'm sure,

i could find a way

to bring this up.

but here i am,

waiting

for you to ask,

bring it up

so i can tell you

what i think.

about you.

about us.

and to say,

"hey.

i think i love you."

I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave

Was it something I said or just my personality?

When you're caught in a lie and you've got nothing to hide

When you've got nowhere to run and you've got nothing inside

It tears right through me, you thought that you knew me

You thought that you knew

I'm not perfect, but I keep trying

'Cause that's what I said I would do from the start

I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave

Was it something I said or just my personality?

-Perfect, by Hedley