To let someone that far in... it's scary to him. To let her see the real him, and not just the him he pretends to be. He doesn't know if he trusts her that much yet, but he thinks he might be able to. If only... no, it's not possible. Having someone like that would be too amazing to be possible. Someone to trust, and know, and share with. Someone to be completely comfortable around.
He blinks, and realizes he has been staring at her for some time now. He looks up, to see the teacher going over something he should probably know, but doesn't. He shakes his head; his thoughts are stupid dreams anyway. He's not a silly little boy, and so he shouldn't dream like one.